Imabitch

Yea. I'm so irritable and tetchy that I irritate myself!

Donno PMS or whatshit wei. Today almost everything and everyone pissed me off.

Some people really need to have some tact. Over these few years, I've run into so many people who straight away tell you what's wrong with you. I tell you ah, if I said what's on my mind EVERY time I thought of something negative, everyone I know would have broken down crying because of their destroyed self-esteem. And yea, I'd have no more friends, lol.

I mean maybe one day I'll go out with a friend I hadn't met in a long time and he dyed his hair orange-brown. You know how I hate orange hair, right?

But still, if he's clearly happy over his newly lala-fied hair, I'm not going to crush his joy by telling him he looks hideous, right?

And I'd spend my whole like telling people they are dumb, stupid, ugly, have bad taste, have no individuality, have BO or whatever and then everyone's just gonna be all sour-faced and grumpy.

THAT is why you keep your mouth shut. You know when your parents used to tell you 'if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything'?

Yea. That pretty much applies here. I mean, sure, everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Maybe what you think is a gorgeous hairband looks like a fucking tumour on your head to me. But I'm nice. I'm not going to tell you it's horrible because you're my friend and you like it and it makes you happy right?

Criticizing someone negatively does nothing but chip away at their self-worth.

So why do you do it? Can't contain your inner bitch, hai mai?

I mean it's different if someone asks you your opinion on something and you give an honest response. But to walk to someone and say 'hey, you look like shit!' What the fuck?

And I hate it when people follow trends mindlessly. It's like a farmer pulling a cow around with its nose ring. Cow = you; farmer = media.

Oh I'm going to wear this, and listen to this band and rave about this movie because the fucking magazine/newspaper/blog told me so. Don't you have a mind of your own?

I mean, of course people may happen to agree with the mass perception that so-and-so is hot and the rest is not. But when I see people just blindly following trends like some brainless bimbo I really want to smack them upside the head to see if it's hollow, since it is clearly devoid of any personality.

I'm not encouraging rebellion or those stupid punk/emo 'i'm an individual, you can't stereotype me' shit, because you ARE a stereotype. Guess what, people have been there, done that. You are not a rebel. You are following people's definition of 'rebel.' Hence, you are a conformist. Sucker.

I wear black to show my disdain for the ever-deteriorating society blablabla - I'm a intelligent person who is better than all of you because I know how to moan and whine in a vaguely political way. Congratulations, you have just fallen into yet another stereotype known as 'righteous arseholes'.

Or, 'ohmahgawd look that chick's wearing socks and sexy heels! What a fashion FAIL!'

Then 1 month later, you see socks and heels on the runways and suddenly it becomes 'edgy' and 'hip' and you immediately run out to fill your closet with schoolgirl socks and strappy heels.

Well, congratulations on having such a fashion-forward mind.

I don't care what the magazines or models or designers say, strappy heels and slouchy socks will NEVER, EVER look good. Crocs will always and forever be hideous and the classic sign of a douchebag/herd mind.

WOW! Professional model + professional photographer + branded product = I. Must. Get. This.

Fashion editors are probably laughing behind the desks saying 'ha, bunch of suckers!'

Have fun looking hideous. Have fun being 'individual.'

Next time you're on the receiving end of my best bitch-face, know that you deserved it because you have done it to me too. I may behave more mildly and look more bimbotic now than I was not long ago, but that's just a fucking facade.

I can still give as hard as I get and you'd best not fuck with me because although I forgive, I don't ever forget what you do or say to me although I may pretend to.

:)

Good night.

UT3 Mod

This is uploaded for my dear bf yang jakun pc cannot read .doc or .pdfs :P

The rest of you may skip it, or if you are curious about my assignment, can skip the whole wordy intro to the screenshots below. :)

Or you can read the intro anyway to understand the level better. XD

Also, the level is nowhere near completion, so please don't nitpick about textures that don't match or bad lighting. All will be redone and the empty space is going to be filled up with static meshes (basically preset objects within the Unreal Editor,) but at the moment it's rather empty. (:

The map is made using the Unreal Editor for Unreal Tournament 3. Our assignment is to design a working game mod, complete with story, layout, weapons, bot capabilities etc. I'm working on the final level (out of 3) where the final battle takes place.

It's not as easy as it sounds, but it is a whole lot of fun. Most enjoyable assignment EVERRRR <3 And I get to play it too :P

Without further ado, here we go!

Alienate: Final level design – The transmission building

The transmission building is where Alisha has to battle her way to the transmitter and survive until help arrives. The level is contains three floors – the ground floor where she enters the building (spawn point); the basement where numerous health and armor boosts as well as weapons will be placed; and finally the top level which is made up of walkways parallel to the walls which will lead Alisha to the transmission room and escape.

Ground floor:

The ground floor is a relatively open space, exposed to attacks from above. I will put in more static mesh ‘junk’ later on, probably breakable boxes and some electronic equipment to give the player some cover.

Basement:

The basement is basically 2 hallways laid out as concentric circles surrounding a platform in the middle of the floor. The platform will contain something valuable – a powerful weapon or or a strong armor or health boost. This platform is relatively easy to get to; it is accessible from the ground floor where you can jump through a hole in the floor, or even leaping from the top floor’s catwalks. However, due to the valuable nature of the item the platform will contain, it is designed to be vulnerable and slightly difficult to escape. The platform will be surrounded by a damage volume (visually depicted as acid or lava – yet to be placed) and is vulnerable through horizontal silts in the walls. To escape, one must leap over the damage volume through one of three very narrow corridors.

More junk will be added throughout the hallways later on. Lighting is dim to allow the player to hide and surprise incoming enemies due to poor visibility.

Top floor:

The top floor gives near perfect vision of the ground floor. However, it is also vulnerable to attacks as it is very open, with barely anything to hide behind. This is to make it challenging for the player to reach the transmitter room. Stretching across the level is a vent, which grants the player some cover, as well as contain a shortcut into the transmission. However, this vent is dangerous as one would be exposed to attacks from both end of the vent should multiple enemies appear at the same time.

Screenshot 1: View from top floor.

Screenshot 2: Looking up from the ground floor.

Screenshot 3: Light shining down into the platform in the basement.

Screenshot 4: Ramp leading into the basement.

Screenshot 5: Looking through the two concentric hallways to the platform in the center of the basement.

Screenshot 6: The platform in the basement. The weapon pickup factory is just a placeholder – to be replaced with more practical items later.

Screenshot 7: The outer circle of the basement. The outer wall is lined with pillars to give limited shelter and blind spots.

Screenshot 8: The jump pad linking the three floors. There are two separate physics volume – one for each floor. The player – with proper control – can exit at the floor desired. Each physics volume is located between each floor. The player can exit at the first floor if needed, or the player can choose to go to the top floor. There is a gap between the volumes, to allow time to exit at ground floor – if left too long, the player is caught up in the second physics volume and is sent to the top floor.

Screenshot 9: The ladder leading up to the vent

Screenshot 10: The vent. To the right is the turn off that leads into the transmission room. You have to crouch to get in.

Screenshot 11: The exit of the vent in the transmission room

Screenshot 12: The vent’s exit in the transmission room. I will place boxes that allow the player to climb up to it. Also, a grille will be placed over the vent that can be broken the first time the player accesses it.

Screenshot 13: A lift will be placed here to link the ground and first floors. The lift should be programmed to always return to the ground floor after use.

Screenshot 14: Looking out from the basement platform into the hallways.

Screenshot 15: Standing view from the basement’s inner hallway to the platform.

Screenshot 16: Crouching view from the basement’s inner hallway to the platform. Enemies will be visible. Skilled rifle players or snipers can shoot enemies from here.

Screenshot 17: Sniper’s view from the basement’s inner hallway to the platform.

Screenshot 18: Regular view from the top floor’s catwalk to the basement.

Screenshot 19: Sniper’s view from the top floor’s catwalk to the basement.

Constructive criticism from all parties welcome, especially from fps players :) Questions also welcome!

ZOMG NAKED CHICK!

Warning: Nudity ahead! (I would think this would compel you to read even more, instead of deterring you ~__~)

Yea, so I've been seeing a lot of this naked girl lately. On facebook, that is. The link to her picture and profile is spreading like wildfire - on my news feed, at least. Maybe I know lots of perverts?

A dota friend who I haven't spoken to in forever (we had an argument over dota, har har har) suddenly messaged me enthusiastically and gave me the link to the picture, promising me that I would laugh when I saw it.

And it's coming up soon, so leave now if you don't wanna see it...

Here you go, horndogs! Picture of the facebook naked asian chick:

I'm sorry to let you down la, but I didn't find it particularly funny or erotic.

I mean, I'm a girl. I shower. I see a naked female body every single day of my life. So seeing another naked girl on facebook is kinda meh. (My dota buddy's just a little boy though, I'm sure things like these are like teddy bears raining down from heaven into an orphan's hands for him.)

Anyway, the girl's body is fine, average boobs, relatively flat tummy, slim arms and legs. I'd say she looks something like what I see in my bathroom mirror everyday, but with nicer arms.

Oh shit, did I just let you picture me naked? I'm kidding! Ah whatever, it's just another portrait in the library of porn stored in your teenage minds.

But anyhow, the picture showed up on my news feed again, with guys going googly-eyed and girls being bitchy in general.

Hmm. It's funny how the girls who are bitching about the naked chick's small boobs being too small - 'so small show what show ah? So proud meh?' - are flat-chested.

HAHAHA. What are you talking about? I say that I'm flat-chested, but if mine is flat yours must be damn well concave, girl!*

Boxed in blue is the girl who made the offending comment.

I'm a girl and I think her (naked chick's) boobs are a fine size for her body - any bigger and they'd start to sag without a bra. 


EH BLUE YOU JEALOUS IS IT? 

No, I'm not condoning posting naked piccies of yourself or anyone else on facebook - or anywhere else, for that matter.

But to Blue: Your breasts aren't show-off worthy and though the girl was very lewd by posting those pics up, why must you bitch about the size of her breasts?

I mean, go ahead, preach away in that righteous tone about obscenity and your body is a temple blablabla. (I heard a joke: Why do they tell us girls that our body is a temnple? I sure as hell wouldn't want a guy coming in me and praying.)

Bitching about how immoral/obscene she is, then it's understandable la. We're all saints who commit absolutely no sin after all, right?

But come on, bitching about how another girl's boobs is small when you DON'T HAVE any just smacks of jealousy, doesn't it?

It's like not being able to sing in tune, but say Lady Gaga sucks cause she has no 'vocal range.'

Or having stick figures as the only evidence of your drawing skills but criticizing some aspiring artist on deviantart.

Or being so ugly that you don't even dare to post your real picture on facebook, yet constantly telling other people how ugly their hair/nose/legs/etc are.

I don't know la, we humans aren't all sugar and spice, but this is too much laaaaa. Come on.

(another girl on the same post)

So, if I have DD cup boobs, that means I'm allowed to post them on facebook for all to see? :o

Hell, let's grant ALL big-breasted girls the right to walk around naked! Even if they are obese and their tummies are big as big as their breasts, yes, please walk around stark naked because your boobs are big enough to be worthy of public display!

Ridiculous.

*Yea, I didn't censor the picture cause I'm lazy and you can't see her face head on anyway. (Profile ftw, especially to show chest size.) Don't be offended if you don't know her - censorship is to protect anonymity and if you can't recognise this girl as your friend, you can't say anything. :D AND it was readily available to the public (me) on facebook, so if you want me to take this down, ask her to take hers down first. :)


Long p.s. You can't have naturally big and perky boobs, guys. You either get them:


1. small and perky
2. big and saggy or
3. big, perky and plastic


(of course, there are those of the small yet saggy variety, but they're just too unfortunate to mention *sadface* oops I just did)


Anyway guys should all stop commenting about wanting a skinny girlfriend with big boobs unless you have 6-pack abs and an 8-inch dick, kthx <3