I hate word filters.

Yes I do. Word filters are such chicken shitty little things. I mean, it's good in a sense that it prevents morons spamming up your tagbox with foul language, but when you're really pissed off and need to curse...

It just makes me madder when it comes out like this -----------> ****!
Or like Yap's one -----------> 1*beep!*2

Damn annoying la wei.

Case in point:

28 Jul 06, 20:35
asdfgh: you are such a ****ed up *****. go **** your ownself la *****

28 Jul 06, 22:15
Steph: Shan may be a ****ed up *****, but no one deserves to **** themselves. Except you, probably. Because no one else would **** a person who curses people but is too chicken **** to type it out. =)

28 Jul 06, 22:16
Steph: Oh f.u.c.k. these word filters. I apologise then. -kick- But you know what I meant. xD

28 Jul 06, 22:17
Steph: Change your tagbox Shan. This one blows.

-_-'' Like I'm contradicting myself right? Cboxes suck.

Oh and asdfgh? Coward. Can't even type his or her own name out. What a sissy.

If it were a girl:

She'd probably be one of those wannabe 'gothic punk-rockers' (contradiction) who has pink or purple streaks in her hair with knee-high converse with their own fugly scribbles on it, 2 kg of makeup on her face and who think it's cool to speak 'ghetto'.
E.g.: Yo' ma homie, whassup man? Ain't the weather bitchin' yo?

Or maybe those fake cheerleader-type people who think they're all that, but really are desperate wannabes who are jsut dying to hook up with a boy to add to their non-existent street cred.

How else do you explain all those lame-o (and plain fucking ugly) poses on their friendster profiles?

If it were a guy: [Change to masculine form and read the girls' description again.]

It's such a sad, sad world these days. =(


Song of the Day:

"November Rain - Gun's 'n' Roses"

Cause I'm such a coo' punk-rocker yo' -gigglesnort-

I hate everything.

I'm going to be really, really...not nice in this post.
So you know you want to stop reading here.
Really. Don't say I didn't warn you.

---

It's one of those horrible days again, where you wake up with that strange pounding in your head and a really sore throat.

So I stayed home today, despite telling Sui Yi I'd give her the moral essay. Oh well. I SO was going to come to school, but I feel really bad.

No idea.

It could be because of anything.

Like the fact that:
- I'm probably not going to get my DS Lite at all
- Or if I do, it probably will be in a sucky colour like White
- I want to talk to somebody, and then I realise, who am I supposed to talk to?
- My grades are plummeting
- I hate Physics. Cause I have a menopausal bitch for a teacher who lectures us for 45 minutes straight for no reason at all. None, really.
- The hot, hot weather.
- I retch when I play the guitar now, my playing is so bad.
- The fact that all the inconsiderate fuckers who told me the ending of POTC2 even though the y know full well that I didn't know Jack Sparrow died yet. Oh, oops. Don't say I didn't warn you.
- I'm so tired, and I can't sleep at night.

So what I'm going to do is:
Migrate to Australia or US. Then I'll have my Pink DS Lite, the best physics teacher, and probably better teachers for every subject, and cool weather.

When HP7 comes out, I will finish the book on the day it is released and tell all the motherfuckers out there exactly what happened.
Serves you all right, then.

If you don't like HP, then I will go with you and watch POTC3 and accidentally-on-purpose spill my Coke on you during the show on you so that you miss the most exciting part and I'll gleefully tell you the ending after you finish cleaning up the mess on your pants.

I can't help my horrible guitar playing though. All I feel is ramming my the pointy end of my guitar into my teachers throat ala Stephanie in CSI for telling me what happened at the end of POTC. Abigail too.

Annoying insufferable jerks.

I feel like entering the MPH writing thingy, because they're advertising like crazy and the closing date is on the 31st, so that means there are not many people entering, therefore I have a bigger chance of winning.

But I still feel like a failure. I can't write. Not in an original, refreshing way, anyway.
All I can do know is churn out cliche after cliche, thanks to our education system's training.

I feel like investing more time in my music, but I still feel like I'm a complete n00b.
I can't play by ear.
I can't play with people watching.
I can't improvise.
I can't play well at all.

I cannot satisfy myself.

I feel like drawing more, yet I don't have the time.
True to what Yi Ling said, people only seem to like those boring, cliched, crayon-coloured pieces outlined with an 8B pencil.
Boring.
Unskilful.
Boring.
B&W pieces are underappreciated and overlooked.
I'd rather not colour at all than colour like an 8-year-old.

I will not conform to your tastes.

I feel like doing more layouts, but the computer hates me. Trust it to shut down in the middle of a vital step in editing.
When my layout is pink, it's too girly.
When my layout is black, it's too dark.
When my layout is blue, it's not my colour.
When my layout is simple, it's tasteless.
When my layout is complicated, it's an eyesore.

I can't keep everyone happy.

I feel like taking nice photographs, but I don't have steady hands.
My mom insists that my dad can take gorgeous pictures.
She says she takes quite nice pictures too.
She says my sister's pictures are really nice.
She says my pictures are blurry.

Thanks for the encouragement.

I feel like getting in shape sometimes, but I lack the motivation.
Some people say I'm too skinny, so I eat tons and put on some weight.
Then they say I eat too much ice cream, and cake and biscuits, so I cut down on my fat (junk food) intake.
Then they say I don't eat enough, and that I'm an anorexic.
Oh screw you, I'll eat as much as I want. I'll eat as little as I want. What is it to you?
It's my body, I can be skinny, I can be fat. Why don't you just lose that tummy and double chin before commenting on other people? Jackasses.

It sucks to be a jack of all trades.
Master of none.
Don't you feel like that sometimes?


Song of the Day:

"Make A Move - Incubus"

I will feel better after eating a bar of chocolate, playing some insipid piano pieces, taking some more blurry pictures and finish writing my cliched MPH story.

Expect the next post to be happier. I'ma get me some chocolate.

No DS Lite in Pink NOR black!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

[Stephanie] says:
denden!!
[Stephanie] says:
is online!!
[Stephanie] says:
YAY!
denise says:
?
denise says:
rofl
[Stephanie] says:
david got no ds lite white!
[Stephanie] says:
nonono!!
[Stephanie] says:
:(
[Stephanie] says:
i mean
denise says:
i just came back from krispy kremeee
[Stephanie] says:
he only has
[Stephanie] says:
ds lite white
[Stephanie] says:
oops
denise says:
oh
denise says:
lmao
[Stephanie] says:
ooh doughnut!
[Stephanie] says:
i want
denise says:
i can check in melb when i'm in the city la
[Stephanie] says:
:(
[Stephanie] says:
i want my ds already
[Stephanie] says:
so bad
[Stephanie] says:
why he never import
[Stephanie] says:
evil guy
[Stephanie] says:
bad supplier
[Stephanie] says:
hmmph
[Stephanie] says:
i mean
[Stephanie] says:
when i demand
[Stephanie] says:
he must supply
[Stephanie] says:
economics mah
[Stephanie] says:
lol
denise says:
yalor
[Stephanie] says:
:(
denise says:
your demand not enough
[Stephanie] says:
yer!
denise says:
need more ppl
[Stephanie] says:
i demand
[Stephanie] says:
i very demand!
denise says:
lmao
denise says:
you very demand?
[Stephanie] says:
:@
[Stephanie] says:
yes
[Stephanie] says:
whatever that means
[Stephanie] says:
lol
[Stephanie] says:
so he must very supply
[Stephanie] says:
-pout-
denise says:
why your england so worse wan
[Stephanie] says:
yalor
[Stephanie] says:
i dunno lar
[Stephanie] says:
maybe it cos of the siva person
[Stephanie] says:
wo bu chi dao
[Stephanie] says:
last time ar, my engerand so very the powderful
[Stephanie] says:
now ar very the not powderful oledi
[Stephanie] says:
allbcos of the stoopid supplier
[Stephanie] says:
grrr
denise says:
chill chill
[Stephanie] says:
BAH

No PINK! No BLACK! No HAPPY!
*cry*

You see! Me no Pink DS Lite, 4k no more the highest in Engerand one! Bcos of that also ar, 4K no more the highest in EST also ar!! You see! Pink DS Lite very the importance to Stephanie!!shiftoneone!!elevenone!!!

*unable to chill*


Song of the Day:

"California Dreamin' - JD Fortune"

I'm sad. So buy me tickets to INXS concert and make me happy.