I slept until 1 pm today, woke up and ate lunch, then fell asleep at 3 o clock.
Woke up at 6, STILL feeling tired.
I've been feeling so lethargic nowadays and it sucks.
I studied exactly half a chapter of Bio today before giving up - I couldn't take it anymore.
Everything and everyone is pissing me off for no apparent reason.
I piss myself off. (And everyone else, as usual.)
If I just keep quiet, people won't leave me alone and I end up shouting at them.
I still remember Banu looking shocked when I shouted at Ang and Prabitha on the same day, within the same hour, for the slightest reason.
Ang shouted at B and Prabitha was harassing me and B. I could have left her to deal with them both, but I don't know why I stepped in when it was none of my business.
If I try to explain myself, it comes out all wrong.
So why bother?
Even if I apologize, the damage has already been done.
I keep losing my temper over the slightest things nowadays.
So, just get out of the line of fire and leave me the hell alone.
I hardly ever get this low, so allow me a moment to myself.
Won't be blogging for a while.
Until exams are over, probably.
Song of the Day:
"Right Now - Fort Minor"
And no Den, this is not about arguing with Chris at all. Been feeling like that for a couple of weeks already, so both of you just leave me alone. Think of yourself as the straw, and me as the donkey. Bet you'd like that, wouldn't you?
Woke up at 6, STILL feeling tired.
I've been feeling so lethargic nowadays and it sucks.
I studied exactly half a chapter of Bio today before giving up - I couldn't take it anymore.
Everything and everyone is pissing me off for no apparent reason.
I piss myself off. (And everyone else, as usual.)
If I just keep quiet, people won't leave me alone and I end up shouting at them.
I still remember Banu looking shocked when I shouted at Ang and Prabitha on the same day, within the same hour, for the slightest reason.
Ang shouted at B and Prabitha was harassing me and B. I could have left her to deal with them both, but I don't know why I stepped in when it was none of my business.
If I try to explain myself, it comes out all wrong.
So why bother?
Even if I apologize, the damage has already been done.
I keep losing my temper over the slightest things nowadays.
So, just get out of the line of fire and leave me the hell alone.
I hardly ever get this low, so allow me a moment to myself.
Won't be blogging for a while.
Until exams are over, probably.
Song of the Day:
"Right Now - Fort Minor"
And no Den, this is not about arguing with Chris at all. Been feeling like that for a couple of weeks already, so both of you just leave me alone. Think of yourself as the straw, and me as the donkey. Bet you'd like that, wouldn't you?
1 comment:
Go eat some more Boost and Starburst la. It's happy-making.
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