Why?

Why do I feel down again?
I tried, and I have failed.

What is wrong with me?
Why can't I just be happy with what I have?
When am I going to stop pining for things that I cannot have?
Who am I to try and change things that I don't have control over?

Well, actually, I can try.

But I won't.

Giving up is a good decision at this point.

That's all from your ever-cheerful Stephanie tonight.
Good night folks.