Some people just don't quit...and wintry days

累 says:

ah mei

[Stephanie] says:

?

累 says:

hehe

do wat

[Stephanie] says:

chatting

累 says:

no find kor chat

dun say kor appear off9 o

haha

[Stephanie] says:

-.-''

累 says:

haha

go til aus also din tel kor

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Winter is coming! I can feel it in my bones...or maybe that's just the wind.

It's getting quite cold out and I don't really like it. If you know me well enough you will know that I like warm places. :)

It's averaging pretty much 14 C everyday, with overcast skies and constant downpours. Pretty depressing if you ask me.

For one, I just can't seem to get out of bed at all. (Even more so than usual!)

That day I was supposed to meet Amanda and some other people at 12.

I woke up at 11 and rolled back to sleep.

She called me at 12.15 asking where I was.

Shit.

I ended up being the latest - 45 mins behind time omg and she was pretty distant from me that day.):

Also I seem to get really restless in class when I see the cloudy skies. Makes me feel like rushing home immediately to curl up in bed with my laptop with junk food next to me.

When I come home I don't want to do work at all cause it's so cold and my hands are half numb - and my work is mostly hands on work so...yeah.

On the bright side, I got my very first High Distinction! YEAH!

I was just complaning on how bloody hard it is to get a HD - 80% and above - in that class. I got 76% for both previous works, and though a Distinction is still a good grade, I really really wanted to do well - the best, actually!

Thanks to Ling also for giving me the idea of doing Damien Hirst as my research, report and presentation topic. I wouldn't have the stage so well in the presentation if it weren't for his gruesome art pieces that totally held everyone in rapture. o_o

Thanks also to my baby for sitting up with my every night while I was writing the report and listening to my minirants while trying to wrestle with the new Microsoft Word.

Wow! Like award acceptance speech HAHA.

So happy :D

Viv said we have both become significantly more feminine this year.

I can't deny it.

I suddenly have an enthusiasm for shopping and buying skirts and stockings and wearing earrings (in all piercings) and doing my hair up in pigtails - and I didn't even fail THAT miserably this time!

Compared to last time...(circa 2007)

...

Fuck my face is so misshapen. T_T

YES! I know! Wtf right? D:

Hope I look a bit better now.

Omg. Pimples are shitty wei.

I have a whole collection of cringe-worthy pictures in my gallery and I don't really mind posting them up now seeing that so few people read my blog now HEH HEH HEH.

Da sei lei!

I found Lip Smackers at a pharmacy today!

I used to loveeee these when I was younger and Elaine used to buy them back from US for me.

Cheap, colourful and smells great. What's not to love?

Had a go at mecha drawings which I used to HATE.

Thought, hey, I've done spme pretty awesome things I never thought I could do before - drawing cloth? - so why not give it a go? :D

Using my own hand as a 'skeleton'...

A cut-off wing! Yay for A5 visual diaries ._.

And my current Principles and Elements assignment...is to make 100 babies!

Okay Sammy don't get excited cause this is my lecturer's idea of a baby...

o_O One of my first simple paper sculptures.

Made a drawing (in MECHANICAL PENCIL when will I ever learn?) of the sculpture for fun. :D

The actual thing is sitting on a shelf in class right now so I can't show you the real thing.

But yea. She calls every piece of work that we do a baby.

We have pretty babies and ugly babies - the one above is an example of an ugly: a crude, unfinished work which is, like it's name, quite ugly.

In a couple of weeks I'll hopefully have several pretty babies and one GORGEOUS baby and I hope I'll get a Distinction for this! :)

Since handicraft is not my forte - I'm more of a destroyer than a creator.

I prefer written work and presentations. Hehe. Words are my instruments of preference.

Tomorrow I'm off to Fed Square to do some drawings. So I'm gonna sleep now. TIRED! And my poor bf fell asleep in front of the webcam already, waiting for me to habis blogging. Sorry baby!

Good night everyone. :)

The epitome of Ah Bengness

A random post dedicated to all the Ah Bengs I used to know. :D

累 says:

mei mei

[Stephanie] says:

?

累 says:

how r u

[Stephanie] says:

fine

累 says:

ur bf ar

[Stephanie] says:

yea

hahahaa

累 says:

oo

tats good

gxgx

[Stephanie] says:

cute ar

:D

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lol

no comment

[Stephanie] says:

awwwwwwww

:(

累 says:

important u like ma

tats y la

got bf then 4get me already

[Stephanie] says:

lol

i quit dota ma

累 says:

then msn leh ?

lol

[Stephanie] says:

dont see you also

tengok you appaer offline summre

累 says:

lol

me nearly juz appear off9

4get me d la

[Stephanie] says:

-_-

累 says:

haha

nvm la

kor wish u happy ya mei mei

[Stephanie] says:

lol

ty

累 says:

welcm la

ph number got change ?

[Stephanie] says:

i'm in australi

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累 says:

zz

u din tel kor

[Stephanie] says:

you never asked

O_O The silliness of people like these just amazes me.

#1

I never chatted with him regularly in the first place, so how can he claim that 'got bf then 4get me already'?

#2

I try to avoid saying that I quit dota and so I don't see him on Garena anymore. (He quit too, actually.) And he asks me why I don't find him on msn? Why should I?

#3

He appears offline constantly! Who goes up to an offline contact and messages him out of the blue when you previously had nothing to talk about anyway? :S

#4

Then he asks me if I changed my phone number. Not like he ever messaged me after the first few times where I ignored him. So I tell him I'm in Aussie and he feels offended that I didn't announce it to him.

-_-?

By the way this the same creepy guy who offers to let me sit on his lap and let him seksek until he stim. o_o

Okay...

The Great White Sharkona: skype meeee says:

ah beng to the max

[Stephanie] says:

D: lol

YES

The Great White Sharkona: skype meeee says:

soo cute

[Stephanie] says:

HE IS

I SHOW YUO LA

The Great White Sharkona: skype meeee says:

the way u describe him

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WHAT

ITS TRUE

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NO

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TOLD YOUUU

"Ah Beng to the max!!!" :D

Revelation?

Hi. I just realised I don't have much to say on my blog anymore. All the energy I spent telling random strangers online about my everyday life has been channeled into telling them in person to my boyfriend, sister and mother on msn, in person or on skype.

Furthermore, I used to blog about people in my everyday life. And I don't really feel like blogging about them if they read my blog. :/

Feels awkward.

I also used to blog about everyday incidents but they'll probably bore you to death anyway as they would go something like this:

1. Arghh my boyfriend is so awesome.

2. Yes I love Melbourne I don't wanna come back.

3. Showing pictures of my homework.

4. ...

Did I really become a boring person after I've finally found happiness?

Hmmm. Maybe, but I think the happiness is worth it. :)

Anyway, ever since I took a 1 week break from school, I've been starting to feel pity for Sean again. You know the feeling when someone's around and bugging you and you just wanna slap them, then when they're gone you look bad and think it was probably not as bad as you made it out to be.

I mean, besides him following you everywhere you go, he's actually okay.

And maybe he just learned some manners during the break, but I can actually tolerate him now.

o_O And I'm just listening detachedly to people's stories about their encounters with him. It's just good listening to other people's perspective sometimes - and find out what he does when he's not bugging the hell out of me.

And Vera finally confirmed something I had started to suspect a little while ago. Sean is sexually confused. :/ He's not straight, he's not gay. He thinks he's asexual - asexuals account for 1% if the human population. They don't have any sexual feelings that lean towards males or females.

That would pretty much explain the lewd remarks he makes sometimes - on Friday he asked one of my classmates if she would have sex with him. -_-

It's actually kind of sad, the way he's trying to assure himself that he's normal.

He told Vera that maybe that was jsut the way it was meant to be. Maybe he was put on earth not to find happiness for himself in a partner, but to be a companion and make everyone happy to the best of his abilities.

And suddenly, it just hit me. The way he sucks up to teacher, the way he likes to single my work out and sing praises and embarass me in front of everyone, the way he follows people around trying to make chitchat...he just wanted to 'do his job and enrichen our lives.'

Wowwee. Sounds so deep.

You would think it's corny for a 17-year-old guy to speak this way, but trust me, I've heard him speak like this since the first day I met him when he asked me what my psychic power was and didn't I practise Wicca? ._.

It makes you kind of down to think that there are people who are so vastly different from others and are trying so hard to fit in, not knowing that their efforts are intensely overpowering and drive people away instead.

I have been nice to him ever since I've come back from the break and I have vowed not to be nasty unless it was absolutely necessary - "ni he wo ke yi zuo ai ma?"

I was stunned that day when he asked me:

"May I watch?"

I went "what?"

"May I watch you draw?"

"Huh? Okay."

And he sat down, maintaining a respectful distance and watched me draw without saying a word.

In the past this is probably what would have happened:

"Hey Steph! Wow that's pretty nice, what are you drawing?"

"..."

Sean pulls up a chair and sits right next to me, leaning over my shoulder.

"Why don't you do this instead? I think it would look much better. Last time, I..."

You get the picture. Irritating sial.

I guess people learn and people change.

People say it's harder to do than to say it, but I've watched someone I used to detest do it, and that just makes me respect him all the more (when he's not being an ass.)

It's kind of humbling, really.

ANYWAY, beer in Australia is nicer.

Tried Hoegaarden and Budweiser and liked them a lot.

Corona sucked.

I know they have the same beer back in Msia but somehow it seems much nicer here. Less bitter and almost...smooth? o_O

Don't know how to describe it but I will no longer say I HATE BEER ARGHHH.

:)

June is the month of deadlines, I have just been reminded.

Grrrrrreat. I'll be spending my birthday drowning in assignments and working my fingers until they sprout in blisters and my back screams for mercy. ):

Nevermind. Epic 18th birthday party when I get home in July!

WOOHOO!

Sammy's birthday is on Monday. I hope he likes his present. >_<

Whoopeeee mom says I can follow him back to Sandakan at the end of the year and I just found cheap tickets!

180 rm return heh heh heh. (210 + baggage and insurance o_O) Hope mommy doesn't change her mind and BAN me. T_T

My mommy is damn cool hor?

She lets me follow my boyfriend of 2 months (when I asked her) back home across the sea for a week. O_O

Mommy likes him HA HA.

Good boy konon. :x Personally I just think she was just won over by the prawns XD

Good move la baby.

To end this post:

My mutantfish. The scaled kinda killed the whole thing. -_- It looks incredibly 2D. Also, I used a mechanical pencil for the body and a better pencil for the fins and stuff.

My New Media project #2:

Photo collage made with Photoshop and my own pictures.

Haven't posted up final version of New Media project #1:

Logo made with Illustrator yet, so here you go -

This was the submitted version.

 But I think it looks cooler with the colours inverted.

(I only found out after I handed it in, oh well.)

Bla bla bla good night.